Middle of the Week

Last couple of days, I have just been silent with everything around me. You know that feeling when you blow too many balloons and now your jaw is about to pop off? That's the pain I've been feeling. In the last 24 hours, I have vented to three people about my situation...and only one listened and understood me. Throughout my life, I have been that person that would sit and listened to peoples pains about what they go through. But when it's the other way around, I am silenced or "It's not that big of a deal". I have learned that I have gave so much grace to people who do not deserve it, and that...I blame my ownself for going that deep. I will let you know how this week goes. I just hope that it ends in a good note. Maybe I'm emotional or maybe it's maybelienne. I don't know.